I started to feel it at around 16, thoughts of last year's London came to mind when I was really struggling with the injury by then. I pushed those thoughts away for fear of bringing it on.
I had a support group waiting for me at 17 and I knew Twinks was going to be at 22 miles, then it would
only be another 4 miles to the finish.
Miles 18, 19 and 20 were hard... my head was telling me all kinds of lies. Mile 21 and I wanted to stop for a little rest... but I knew that would be fatal, besides Twinks might catch me slacking
22 miles and I looked out for Twinks... 23 and I knew I'd missed her. "Ok, regroup...3 to go...just 3 more and the pain will stop" I kept telling myself.
I went under what I thought was the 25 mile marker but it turned out to be the 40k marker... 25 came soon after. I started to feel sick. I should mention at this point that I actually felt hunger pangs just before the start...which concerned me. I hadn't eaten any less than I normally would. So during the race I made sure I had my gels and drank the energy drink I was carrying... even in the latter stages when I really didn't want to.
So I took on some more fluids and pushed myself on.
Then I saw a fellow female Hogweed, who is quite a fast lady and I'd expected her to be way ahead of me. I passed her easily and that gave me the motivation I needed at that point because I couldn't let her come back past me.
My garmin as still showing average pace of 8.02's, which surprised me, so head up, focus forward and ignore the voices screaming at me to stop.
Then the big sign said '385yrds to go', I turned the corner... the finish looked soooo far away. I picked up my legs and went for it.
As I ran across the final red mat the achievement felt real... more real than it's ever felt at London.
I was in a daze, could hardly believe it. It wasn't really until I woke up this morning that it finally sunk in that I had got a
3.31.34 finish time. A PB by over 9 minutes, and as even paced 26.2 miles as you could get.
stats say that i was:
4940th finisher
470th lady
62nd in my age group
